its going to be a really hard 6 months

i want to be all these things

it’s hard when

i miss you like hell 

but

we’re sitting across from each other

and then 

i go home feeling like i am less than when i had arrived

Alsldkfjajdlakjfnakf

how to forget?how to remove?how to oblivious?how to never?

fuck man…

holy shit why does shit always happen for me like this

I’d really like to feel better without going down this path again man fuq

Lost as fuck and fuck my life

Crippling.

haha i can’t this is probably the most i’ve ever fucked up